| | stuck stuck stuck once again stuck and feeling sooo lonely... im pretty sure all of you know that one point in your life you have felt like you've run into a dead end... well thats where im at... once again i feel like im going nowhere and still doing the same things i was doing in highshcool... i see all my friends going to college, having kids, getting married... i thought after highschool everything would be different but nothing has changed except different state, different job, and different friends... and maybe me becoming more emotional than ever... i just want to go back to school, at least if im there it will make me feel like im doing something... i want my dad to be proud of me and not throw it in my face all the time about how well my cousins are doing... they're not me. i want the one i care about to be here with me to make it a little easier... but of course i always lose the ones i love... thats just how my life goes.... i don't know it seems like i go through boyfriends faster than anyone i know... i hate complaining.... actually i lied i don't hate complaining i could care less of how much i bitch.... i guess you can say im jealous of everything around me and not having what everyone else has, call it childish or whatever you want because right now i don't care... so here is my dead end 
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| | Posted 9/29/2006 8:42 PM - 52 Views - 10 eProps - 13 comments
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