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Original: 9/29/2006 8:42 PM
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Friday, September 29, 2006

 

stuck stuck stuck once again stuck and feeling sooo lonely... im pretty sure all of you know that one point in your life you have felt like you've run into a dead end... well thats where im at... once again i feel like im going nowhere and still doing the same things i was doing in highshcool... i see all my friends going to college, having kids, getting married... i thought after highschool everything would be different but nothing has changed except different state, different job, and different friends... and maybe me becoming more emotional than ever...

i just want to go back to school, at least if im there it will make me feel like im doing something...

i want my dad to be proud of me and not throw it in my face all the time about how well my cousins are doing... they're not me.

i want the one i care about to be here with me to make  it a little easier... but of course i always lose the ones i love... thats just how my life goes....

i don't know it seems like i go through boyfriends faster than anyone i know... i hate complaining.... actually i lied i don't hate complaining i could care less of how much i bitch....

i guess you can say im jealous of everything around me and not having what everyone else has, call it childish or whatever you want because right now i don't care...

   so here is my dead end  

 

 

 

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You've always been an honest person (if not a lil' blunt). So listen to what that lil' voice is saying in the back of your head n jes fuckin' do it. Go to school, take a few klasses (pel grant is your bestfriend), and buy that Robot Chicken Season 1 on DVD.

Everything won't happen all at once. Take it step by step (I'd go with the DVD first) and take things slow. You've got plenty time left :p

Talk at you later Miss Heather

- thatoneguy

Posted 9/30/2006 2:33 PM by pergentino0459 - reply

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Worry about you, not what your cousins are doing.  Just because we've done things doesn't mean our lives aren't as f--ked up as the rest.  Blah.  I love you Heather and you can always call me. :)

-Your cousin Lindsay

Posted 10/4/2006 9:26 AM by realgenius182 - reply

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You know you think it would make you feel better knowing that people are just as unhappy as you. But then you do and you feel worse. I'm sorry you feel bad, it's not much better over here. All of my friends are getting married and I'll be damned if I'm gonna stick around here much longer. It's getting too depressing, take care and maybe I'll get too see you and your bro soon....
adam
Posted 10/5/2006 2:13 AM by TheLegendsOfLejeune - reply

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And I love lady Heather.

But alas...I kannot stop the Kendo Stick fights. What else am I going to do with a $25 kendo stick?

Thank you for your komments on the pics tho...and I kan't wait til' u kome visit.

-SomeDudeBro

Posted 10/9/2006 4:38 AM by pergentino0459 - reply

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Pink Tea is an online Radio. Just in case you were thinking something pervy. You pervy perv-perv.

Hope you're doing better love. Give at me a kall sometime.

-TheGuyFromBefore

Posted 10/13/2006 5:05 AM by pergentino0459 - reply

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It'll be grand, love, absolutely grand!

I'm just glad to know that I'm not the only half-crazy person. But you know what they say...great minds think alike. We're frickin' geniuses...

-FellowGenius

Posted 10/15/2006 9:08 PM by pergentino0459 - reply

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I'll defenitely have those days off, love.

Can't wait! Best bring yo game face nyu-kuh...kuz it's goin' down! Yee-ah!!!

-El Presidente

Posted 10/25/2006 9:32 AM by pergentino0459 - reply

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Hey Heather. Thanks alot. You're one of the few people from my past who hasn't gone... "WTF.. uhhhhhh...why?." about my marraige. I'm very happy with David, and things are going great. I get to go back to school in Jauary if I make enough money, if not there are classes starting February March and June. I miss the old days and the old crew alot, but when your life changes sometimes your friends dont follow. I havent spoken to Adam in ... well forver. Tom Ive spoken to once since I told him I was getting married and he got all... Tom about it. I called Harrison a few weeks ago, but you know that. Id call you if I had a number, but my old phone is off somewhere in boxes. I really hope the best for you, and I hope you're feeling better than you did when you posted this. Its okay to bitch, I did it all through high school! lol. so whos the guy and where in Oregon are you moving? do tell.... I hope to talk to you later hun

Brandy

Posted 11/2/2006 8:37 AM by littleirishqueen - reply

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I miss you Heather!!!

and thanks.... I really love that boy... : )

Posted 11/22/2006 11:50 PM by automnleaveslikeheaven - reply

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nothin.. i just do stupid things sometimes.....but its ok now

how are you ms.?

Posted 11/26/2006 1:19 PM by automnleaveslikeheaven - reply

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where ya moving to?and why?
Posted 11/27/2006 7:23 AM by automnleaveslikeheaven - reply

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school is awesome.... I always wanted to visit Oregon... =)
Posted 11/28/2006 9:54 PM by automnleaveslikeheaven - reply

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I'm gewd my suppose. How aboot yourself, love?

Update this thing lol.

Posted 12/5/2006 2:48 AM by pergentino0459 - reply


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