IM LEAVING TUESDAY TO LAS VEGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT.

PEACE OUT TO V.A.

I'll miss my girls though.

HOLLA!!!

so im not moving to oregon anymore, stuff didnt work out as i planned... tim is having money problems and is unsure about me living there... i find it funny because it was his idea, it was him trying to convince me to move over there and now he has a change of heart but whatever its cool.... but i still have my plane ticket so i changed the flight to las vegas... and this time this move is for good... my school is already all paid for... and the money i saved for oregon is now going toward a car... so it looks like im all set... im still kind of bummed out about the change of plans but atleast im getting something started... im going to school finally and i dont have to pay a dime... damn straight... well im off to go to my friend josh's house to have some drinks, just figured i would let everyone know whats going on in my life lately since i dont really talk to many of you guys on here that much... hugs and kisses to you bitches... lol... MWAZZZZ!!!!

VIVA LAS VEGAS FOR ME!!!

stuck stuck stuck once again stuck and feeling sooo lonely... im pretty sure all of you know that one point in your life you have felt like you've run into a dead end... well thats where im at... once again i feel like im going nowhere and still doing the same things i was doing in highshcool... i see all my friends going to college, having kids, getting married... i thought after highschool everything would be different but nothing has changed except different state, different job, and different friends... and maybe me becoming more emotional than ever...

i just want to go back to school, at least if im there it will make me feel like im doing something...

i want my dad to be proud of me and not throw it in my face all the time about how well my cousins are doing... they're not me.

i want the one i care about to be here with me to make  it a little easier... but of course i always lose the ones i love... thats just how my life goes....

i don't know it seems like i go through boyfriends faster than anyone i know... i hate complaining.... actually i lied i don't hate complaining i could care less of how much i bitch....

i guess you can say im jealous of everything around me and not having what everyone else has, call it childish or whatever you want because right now i don't care...

   so here is my dead end  

CUTE CUTE CUTE... i am going to visit this man in 3 more weeks off to oregon... and may live there... yup yup yup... haha just kidding i scared you guys for a minute... he came to see me in vegas so now its my turn to return the favor... he is amazing... how can i say no to him... lol... can't wait... hope everyone is doing well...

so lost in those eyes... i never saw this coming... surprised? i think so.

DrAmA dRaMa DrAmA... need i say more... thank god im not involved... i just like to listen... tehehehe.

does it ever get old...